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[29 Dec 2003|06:28pm] |
I feel like such a loser. I watched The Matrix for the first time ever today...I can't believe I waited so long to see it. I even saw the second one before the first...thats even wierder. But now I really want to see the third one but its not out on video yet so I gotta wait. :-(
Christmas was awesome and I can't wait till new year...I dont have any plans yet for new years eve yet but im planning to do something with my cousin, jen. Im not sure though im waiting to find out if she can.
Hope everyones break is going well...my nana and papa (mom's parents) just left today :( I miss 'em.
<3ashiie
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[16 Dec 2003|04:14pm] |
I love Brandy...Brandy's my dog if you didnt know (not Brandy W. But I do <3 u2) ok just felt like being random.
Spanish was fun today. We had a little party kind of thing at the beginning of class. Mrs. K gave me cookies and candy and also some bubbles and fun dough....cuz I had a stolking. (She filled it) it was cool. The our angelito's (little angle---spanish secret santa) gave me pepperment patties, hersheys kisss and then a little stuffed animal reinder. Its so cute :-) She's a junior i think...yea that was fun. I gave my guy candy...
Photography was fun today...I didnt develope prints or anything but Carissa and I drew christmas things on the board. But Mrs. Stegs is gonna have to erase it :-( ::tear::...all that hard work for nothing!
<3ashiie*
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[15 Dec 2003|09:06pm] |
Today started of the worst day of my life...with my very important chemistry project deciding to just fall apart on my way to school. Then some stupid girls (i dont know who they were but they have no feelings at all towards innocent hard working chemistry project people like me) and laughed there heads of @ me when I TOTALLY could hear them!! Grr....they should die! Ok well...I brought it in all broken trying to fix it while mrs. ob looked like she was kill me...ugh i hate that look from her! and then she told me I did it all wrong...omg I seriously just wanted to crawl up into a ball and fall into the ground. Yea, but lets not get ashley depressed and keep on the subject of that. Well, Martha made me feel so much better when she gave me her christmas gift: the LB2 DVD. I was soooooo happy! I was like "omg i love u martha" so yea that made me feel a lot better.
Omg I feel so bad for Brittany...she lost the DVD player in the christmas assembly thingie :-(
Im outtie :)Ash
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[12 Dec 2003|04:13pm] |
Kalyn was my Secret Santa (for french club)!!! She got me towels with santa on them...they are soooo cute! I love them love them love them...she said i am gonna get my real gift later. She's going shopping this weekend. Heather liked my gift to her, so i am happy (i was her secret santa).
Im going to the movies tonight...i am not exactly sure whose going though...its either gonna be a really big group or a really small group...so, yea. Idk.
UGH!!! Im glad that its the weekend but i hate this weekend: Study for exams weekend, not cool!
I dont want this semester to end :-( That means I dont have photography anymore :( but I will get photography 2 next year: W0ot! Ms. Stegar said we could use the dark room all we want so I might just buy some black and white film and take a couple rolls of film and then have a day were she lets me develop them and stuff. That would be cool...of course Im gonna have to ask a friend to join me. Nothings scarier than being back in the ddark room all alone....ah!
Yeon gave me this korean stationary! Omg its so totally awesome!! I <33 it. I can't wait to write someone a letter with it! ^__^
<3 Im out-:*Ashiie
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[10 Dec 2003|03:21pm] |
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I got a letter from my french secret santa! I thought they weren't gonna give me one...Im so happy!! It was awesome: It was like a crossword puzzle and some fun games they made!! Yeon, the french president said a guy had me and then at lunch (when i came back to the table the letter was mysteriously placed on my lunch box by my secret santa) billy and mike said it was a really hott guy...of course i know they are joking. The handwritting looked girly in cursive but the print could of been a guy or a girl. So I am majorly confused!!! AHH!!! I WANNA KNOW WHO IT IS!*Well, actually I dont (not until friday atleast) but this is driving me INSANE!! Oh well, I have two days to go. I got my person cute monkey toe socks and candy...I am very proud of my gift. EEPS-> Can't wait till friday!
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[07 Dec 2003|03:12pm] |
Yesterday I got all my christmas shopping done ^__^...for my friends and family I mean. I shopped from noon to 6:30...wow. Yea, it was fun though. I got lots of gifts and all my friends got something different so I hope they all like it. ::crosses fingers:: I didn't get any homework done yesterday so now I have tons of stuff to do! AH! Also, I need to finish my chemistry project because next weekend Im probobly going to be studing for those wonderfull exams.
Went to target today and met up with martha-katie-erin-matt. Martha and I had to get cloths for this girl (its for religion class) Katie + Erin had to do the same thing. It was fun...saw my aunt and little cousin.
The festival of Arts is today (or whatever its called) and I'm not sure if Im in it...No one from Catholic school girls called...maybe angie emailed me...i`ll go check. Im not sure though. I might go anyway to show my parents some of my photography pictures that are on display...
We are going to take our christmas pictures today...i hope ryan gets home soon before the lighting changes...Well, i must be going. Bye.
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[01 Dec 2003|03:36pm] |
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Ok what the heck is it with spiders and my locker?!??!?! There was another one in it today after school...collier killed it for me ::praise the lord::. Ugh AHHH I HATE SPIDERS!!!!!
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[30 Nov 2003|08:21pm] |
I never talked about thanksgiving so here it goes...
My family went to my Aunt Lisa and Uncle Brian's house in captiva. Not all of my whole big family came but there was still a bunch of us. For the kiddies it was just ryan (bro:17), Lauren (17), Jen(16), Megan(13),Carol (7) and then me (if ur not that bright the numbers are how old each of them are) I was missing more than half of my cousins but there were lots of aunts and uncles there. Ok Im talking about nothing...lalala. Well, we ate (obviously) and it was yummy. It was ryan, lauren, jen, and I at a table and that was cool. We spent the night out there which I did like 2 years ago for new years which was a blast b/c lauren, ryan, jen and i stayed up all night and chilled. But this year it was just ryan and i who stayed up late. Jen was tired (:P) and Lauren had to get up early for work or something. Ryan and I watched the second matrix...it was fun. My aunt wanted to watch the repete of 'the oc' and i wasn't going to argue (I wanted to also, lol) but it wasnt on i guess since it was a holiday...we ended up watching some 'friends' marathon or whatever. Nothing special. Bye...
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[29 Nov 2003|11:55am] |
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Ok...are we supposed to be in the Christmas mood now? Because Im not and I really want to be. I am trying everything possible to get the feeling but its not working!! Ahhhh!! We have christmas music playing around the house, we started decorating and even got out tree...whats wrong with me?!?!?!?! Usually by now I am very christmassy but nooo not this year :( Acckkk. Maybe when it gets colder out I will get the feel...its just its so dang hot out still. But it'll change soon...I hope!
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| Icky spiders |
[25 Nov 2003|04:37pm] |
Hey hows it going world...Ok omg!! After school when I was getting my books out of my locker I saw a spider...Now everyone is scared of something in this world and for me thats spiders...its one of my greatest fears other than a loved one dieing and stuff like that so yeah i was scared. Then I saw another one and I realized their were too so I was like "omgomgomgomgomg!!" Well, I saw Brittany and I was like "Do you like spiders??!?!? There are like 5 in my locker" (Ok i exaggerated...heh) so she got them out for me but i was still all jittery ::shacks:: ick...I hope that doesnt happen again.
Memory: I remember at St. Francis in the forth grade I told my friend I was scared of spiders. Katie T. overheard and was like "your scared of them?" and I was like "yah are you" she said "No, they really dont bug me" Later that day we had Library and she got out a spider book and traced a picture of one and gave it to me. lol...thanks katie.
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[20 Nov 2003|03:38pm] |
I think today is the first day I have ever not gotten homework. Im so happy ^__^ I have Thespian practice @ school tonight at 7 for 2 hours. Ack the competition is on saturday! Im so nervous! But I also have lianne's b*day party that night to look forward to...I hope the competition doesn't run late b/c i need time to shower and get ready to go to her place at 7. Ack. I hope we dont get home after 5.
Im gonna go work on my photo album right now. :-) I just need to do a page so it'll be fun.
<3 Ashes
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[16 Nov 2003|03:32pm] |
Hey everyone...
Once again I am home alone. Why does this always happen to me? Oh well...Ryan's usually out and my parents are sometimes away at football games, at the movies, or shopping together. ::sigh:: They will be back soon though.
Yet again on the long weekends I leave all my homework for the very last day (today). Although on saturday I did work on my World History project. I finished it Yahhh!! I picked to do it on September 11th (you could pick any topic u wanted) since I was alive during it and stuff and it actually meant something to me. I had done it before but mom didnt think it was very creative and most of the grade is on how creative ur poster is so I re-did...I did agree with her, so it wasn't painfull, lol. I just did some of my chemistry homework but thought I needed a break.
<3 Ashie H.
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| Im Back... |
[13 Nov 2003|04:47pm] |
Everyone has been like "Ashley update your Livejournal!!" for a little while I just lost my joy of writting in online journals so I stopped and I used a written journal...that way I didn't have to think twice about what I was saying. But I was like "Hey...online journals used to be fun maybe they can be again" so here I am. I just started using my Blurty again like a week ago...Im just posting opinions and random thought there, not about my day. Im gonna post about my day here, and other stuff @ Blurty. So for everyone thats been telling me to update or come back here I am ^__^
Today after school mom took me to Joanne's. I've been asking to go for a little while b/c I wanted to get new stickers for my photo album pages since I am running low. I got some super cute ones so im happy :D. While we were there this little boy who was like 3 years old was lost (kinda...whenever i wasnt holding my moms hand @ age three i thought i was lost...so...) well he was like "mommy! mommy!" and I walked by him and looked at him (because he was just so cute!!) and he was like "Are you my mommy?" (Now that I think of it...it was really funny) and I was like "No". I should of been like "yea...lets go" and just taken him. lol.
Three day weekend again! Woot! I <33 this. I was supposed to go to the FSU football game with my family (we had this planned for a while) BUt we just cancelled it...so im not going anymore. Im so sad! :( I have like 5 projects for school though so Im gonna have to work on them...ugh!
Im outtie <3Ashley
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[26 Jun 2003|04:41pm] |
Its the time of month for Ashley to update..I believe. Im still in drivers ed but tomorrow is my last day. Im getting better with the whole driving thing. I mean Im still a little rocky, but ive been practicing. I read Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix as soon as it came out. I finished it on monday. I really liked it ^__^ Anyway...enough Harry talk. :x. Im gonna go see finding nemo tomorrow again b/c its the best Disney movie ever! Im seeing it with Courtney B., she has drivers ed with me and shes just gonna come over to my house after it. Im excited ^__^
I g2g...short entry...::sigh:: oh well. Enjoy!
<3--Ashley*
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[04 Jun 2003|08:28pm] |
Holy Cow! When was the last time I wrote in here?! ::checks...my birthday:: Man, its been a while. Sorry everyone! Its just that Ive been really busy lately and have barely been online. Well, summer is here and Im loving it. Its been busy...havent really had a boring or "blah" day yet. Thank Goodness! Im hoping i wont ;). Right now Im taking drivers ed. Its the classroom part till friday and then were out on the road...ah! I feel sorry for everyone in my group cuz i suck @ driving! :( Courtney is in it with me and I met some other cool people Laura, Shannon(were in my groups), and some other people that I know. This classroom thing of drivers ed is like going to school for only one class. Its 6 hours! I practically die in there once its done! But at noon during our lunch break Lianne comes in...it makes me happy. I <3 lianne, she is such a sweetie. I see Erin, Jacy, + Brittany sometimes b/c they are in PE. Anyway, let me give you a brief summar of whats been happening to me at the beginning of 16th year. All through exams Courtney, Erin (kt once) all went to Barnes and Noble to study. It was a lot of fun: I like study groups. One day we went to Katies house to study. Cool Cool. On Kyle Anne's (My best friend) Birthday she invited me out to dinner with her. I had a lot of fun. We went to macarroni grill (I love that place!) I gave her a star charm to go on our friendship bracelet (she got me one for my bday) and a poem called "Your my lucky star" it was really sweet and she loved it ^__^ I also made her these two things on card colored paper (like construction paper only hard, its nice) and i had a pic of us in it and then quotes all around it...it took me soo long to make but i was sooo proud. I also made another one with just pics of us. I also gave her a lady bug beach bag (she loves lady bugs, like i love dolphins). I was really proud of what I got her and thats probobly the most i have ever spent on a gift! But It was worth it. :D
Kalyn got her haircut, it looks cute. But the thing is now that im on the subject of Kalyn...im not friends with her anymore. Atleast i dont think we are. The thing is everytime Kalyn and I are at a disagreement or whatever (u know somethings going on with the friendship) we always try to work it out. But the thing is Im always the one to go up to her, she doesnt usually come up to me and try to work it out...now that i think about it i dont think she ever has, im sorry if im wrong :P. But one night a ton of people went to the movies. We were supposed to see "Finding Nemo" but it was sold out (duh! It was opening night!) so we went to "Italian Job" I had no idea what it was about and was lost. I left after the first 30 minutes with Courtney, Erin, Katie, Sean, Collier, Brittany, Jacy, and...um. I think thats all. Well Jacy, Brittany, Collier, and I kinda wandered away from the others and didnt reunite until like 4 hours later. So the 4 of us walked around bell tower. Then ended up all dragging me to Ben + Jerrys and i was not happy cuz i was wearing flipflops had HUGE blisters on my feet from it soo bad i could barely walk, the movie i wanted to c was sold out and i left the movie i saw. Not a good night so far. By the time we headed back to bell tower (9;10 or something) the movie had just let out. I was supposed to take Kalyn to my house along with Katie where Kalyn's parents would pick her and katie up and drop katie at her house. Well, I go up to kalyn and i say "Kalyn, Im having a really bad night. I want to go home" expecting to hear "Ok, lets call your mom and well talk about it and head home." Isnt that something you should expect from someone who considers you their best friend? I do. But she didnt do that and it really hurt me. She said "Jeff, I and some of the guys are going to icecream" (something on those lines...jeff is her boyfriend.). That really proved to me that she could never be a good best friend or even a friend at all to me. It hurt me sooo much mainly b/c i have so much fun with her and would seriously do anything for her, and i guess she wont. I mean even if she wanted to have icecream with her boyfriend, she always says she puts me in front of him but she never proves it to me. I really like Kalyn...the next morning i called her up. I tried for 2 hourse to get ahold of her!---see how much she means to me?!?! and when she answers i already know she is mad and upset. I dont like it when she is like that. But I tried to confront her on everything and say how much i cared about her and how i didnt think she could be my friend anymore. She hurts me like this a lot only i dont say it and if i keep staying close friends with her im gonna keep on getting hurt. But she ended up saying "OK, i guess your right i dont deserve you" and i believe her. I honestly do not think she deserves me. I offer her so much for the best friendship she could possibly want and more. I really truly believe that i do. My phone started to go dead and I asked her if i could call her back on my other line she said "No, I dont want to talk." I said "Kalyn, please, this means a lot to me" her:"No, i dont want to talk about it". So i go "So what are we?" or something like that and my phone went dead. I didnt call her back. Im not running back to her anymore. I always do. Im always the one trying to make everything better but this time its her turn. I dont know what i want. I really like her and we have a lot of fun when were together laughing and joking around and having long talks (she's one of the people i am never at a lose of words with.) But I dont know if what i need is her. I mean sure it hurts to think shes not my friend anymore. I wish I knew what she wants. I guess right now her not being my friend is good for me. I miss Kalyn but I think it might hurt me to much if things like this happen more. I cant ask for her to change, i dont want her to...its to much to ask for in a person. I dont know what i want...
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| one of my favorite quotes... |
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"You think your going no where when your walking down the street, acting like you just dont care when life could be so sweet. Why you wanna be like that as if theres nothing new. Your not fooling no one your not even fooling you. So walk a little slower and open up your eyes because its just so hard to see the good things passing by. There might never be a sign no flashing neon light telling you to make your move or when the time is right"
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[13 May 2003|04:11pm] |
Well today is my birthday. It was a really good day. Kalyn + Sarah decorated my locker (Sarah actually DID it though) + Cynthia came and put a butterfly balloon on it. It was sooo cool :) But later on during the day I like couldnt open my locker :( It was stuck cuz of the raping paper. ::sigh:: but i got this really cool dolphin lamp from Kacie and from brandy this dolphin cell phone holder which i must say I love to death! Its sooo cool. Its got duckies in it and everything---too cute!! I also got a bracelet and necklace from her. THANKS BRANDY!!!! :D
Well, in bio i really had to go to the Bathroom but she's like "only if u can make it before the bell rings" im like "GRRR!" Then like 2 minutes later Breanna (she sits next to me) like yells (in a talking way...) "Ashley its your birthday today!!...Happy Birthday!!" Then everyone started saying happy b-day like andy, collier, leah,...and the people sitting near me. It was cool I just like hearing "Happy Birthday Ashley" It gets me happy and puts a spring in my step :P. Well, anyway then Mrs. Larrea was like "Ashley go to the bathroom"...yea.
Well, I went to the DMV to take my permit test and I got all nervous and stuff on my ride there...thinking "have to pass have to pass have to pass" and blah. But now I am sooooooooo sad! you know why?!?!?!? NO, i did not fail, and NO I did not pass! I didn`t even take it!! GRRR...the computers were down. After that my day went
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Hill. Then my dad left cuz he had 2 work @ his office and now im all sad + a tid bit grumpy. I mean this seriously would be the PERFECT birthday if i had taken and passed that permit test. Dang it this angers me!! I mean I had such an AWESOME day @ school. It was soo fun and it was just a good day, but ugh! I dont get to take that dang test!! Oh well im going tomorrow!!-
*im 15, oh yea, oh yea. I feel g-o-o-d. Now I gots one more year + a day till I can drive smooth on the road! wo0t. Oh well i dont care in october mike promised to drive me everywhere so I dont have to worry about driving, lol. Plus I have ryan but he really doesnt take me anywhere cept school and other places when my mom makes him. Blah. I hope the day gets better...the almost perfect birthday
`comment + say ya <3 me!
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[07 May 2003|03:47pm] |
I had a really good day! Its not because of anything that actually happend, i was just in a good mood and nothing seemed to go wrong.
I painted my nails hotpink last night...they look OK. I like the color...:)
The senior awards were boring...but i liked the funny ones like "Guess which one is your girlfriend" and when the girl got the really really really big hoop earrings + how camille got those platform shoes. It was cute. After the awards were over I went to mike's spanish class cuz he was walking all alone :( Then I went to english and since it was right after the assembly and it went over time my english class was only 10 minutes long!! I was really sad too cuz we were watching my all time favorite movie:"the princess bride" cuz we had just finished the book. ::tear:: we didnt get to any of the good parts! All we got to was when Inigo, Fezzik, and Vizzini kidnapped Buttercup...they werent even on the boat yet for all the "inconceivable" lines from vizzini. I cant wait till the wine scene:thats my favorite!
Can any of you wear those fake earrings? Well, I cant and Im really sad about it. Well, lianne got me two really cute pairs of earrings for my birthday and I wore them monday, tuesday, + wednesday and now my ears are all red and irritated! :( My mom says i cant wear earrings till the weekend and then i have to wear my gold ones. ::sigh:: I guess I can only wear my fun ones everyonce in a while :: tear::
Talked to Kalyn + Jeff after school. But Kalyn had to walk nancy to history or something. So I wandered around and then found Mike and talked to him for a bit. He's taking World History Honors...he said you just need to get like mrs. ohara to sign some sheet so you can take it, but i think its to late to switch classes...or maybe its not 0_o But idk...i`ll think about it. KC said it was really easy though, its like the same as regular or something. :\
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[06 May 2003|03:23pm] |
This morning Kalyn asked me why sarah was being so mean to her...Its cuz Sarah is trying to avoid her + jeff (But kalyn knows that...) I feel so bad this stuff is going on. Blah.
Im teaching Domenique Jiberish!! Yesterday we wrote notes in pig latin. Pig latin you can speak and write but jiberish you can only speak, its so fun tho! I wrote her a note trying to explain how to speak it. Yea I <33 speaking fun languages. ::giggle::
Ack! 7 days till my b*day!! Eecks! ::thinks about "the ring"::
I talked to Sarah after school about a bunch of things...for like a 1/2 hour. It was cool...I g2g.
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